The last couple of nights have been super fun in that OMG THIS IS TERRIFYING
So, I’ve been writing. A little bit. It’s nice to have something to get into where you can channel that panic and use it for something with a purpose. Even if the book I’m writing never sees the light of day, there’s a purpose to it. There’s always
The panic attacks have been helpful in writing the panic my main character feels. Our panic comes from different events, but there’s always a commonality with panic; the loss of control. And she has none right now. And there are certain things I can’t control.
Still, I wish I could pull from past experience when writing her panic instead of being awake and writing it in the middle of the night. I’d much prefer to sleep right now.